Now Playing: I'm So Sick

I will break into your thoughts

With what’s written on my heart

I will break, break

I’m so sick, infected with

Where I live

Let me live without this

Empty bliss, selfishness

I’m so sick

I’m so sick

If you want more of this

We can push out, sell out, die out

So you’ll shut up

And stay sleeping

With my screaming in your itching ears

I’m so sick, infected with

Where I live

Let me live without this

Empty bliss, selfishness

I’m so sick

I’m so sick

Hear it, I’m screaming it

You’re heeding to it now

Hear it, I’m screaming it

You tremble at this sound

You sink into my clothes

This invasion makes me feel

Worthless, hopeless, sick

I'm So Sick is from one of my favorite bands, Flyleaf. Lacey is one of the best female vocalists I have ever heard. She can scream with perfection, if such exists.

The  Story

This song was released during a stage in my life that I wanted to end. I was sick of all the negative things happening around me. I was sick of neglecting my family. I was sick of forgetting who I was and what I really want. I was sick of pretending to be another person.  I was screaming inside but no voice was coming out. My voice falls on deaf ears. I was infected and I couldn't get out of it. It scared the hell out of me and I knew that if I don't move out, I'd sell out. 

You may listen to the song thru this link.

WARNING: It's loud. ;)