Sara Sidle's Goodbye Letter to Gil Grissom
Gil,
You
know I love you.
I
feel I’ve loved you forever.
Lately,
I haven’t been feeling very well.
Truth
be told, I’m tired.
Out
in the desert, under that car that night, I realized something, and I haven’t
been able to shake it.
Since
my father died, I’ve spent almost my entire life with ghosts. We’ve
been like close friends, and out there in the desert; it occurred to me that it
was time for me to bury them.
I
can’t do that here. I’m so sorry.
No
matter how hard I try to fight it off, I’m left with the feeling
that … I have to go. I have no idea where I’m
going, but I know I have to do this. If I don’t, I’m
afraid I’ll self-destruct, and worse, you’ll
be there to see it happen.
Be
safe. Know that I tried very hard to stay. Know that you are my one and
only. I will miss you with every beat of my heart. Our life together was the
only home I’ve ever really had. I wouldn’t
trade it for anything.
I
love you. I always will.
Goodbye.
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